| | Well its been a couple of months since I've come to my realization, and perhaps breakthrough. I honestly thought that I couldnt ever bring myself to stop think about it even thought I was the one to pull away - but you know what? I did, and I only realize this after looking at the people who subscribed to my xanaga and i see her on my list. My life is great, I am getting everything together, i got people who are out there to support me. I got people who actually care about me, and wont let a relationship they have come in the way of our friendship. This is what I have been looking for all along. I guess its been about 5 months that I havent kept in contact with this person. I dont know how my life would be if I had. I've kept the glass peice, not because of the memories I've had with that specific person ,but because I look at it with new meaning. I look at it as something that shows the quality of howw great a friend I can be. So i guess i'll leave you with a song that she had left me with...
Michelle Branch
Goodbye To You
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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